the song of myself.

I want to celebrate myself with confidence and strength,

But I am the one who is being pointed at in the corner.

I see what I see,

Even though I desperately hope I won’t.

I feel what I feel,

Even though I wish I  didn't.

I hear what I hear even though it isn’t what I need.

I think the way I think,

Even though you think it is wrong.

boys

a boy? ah yes i will take one over here please!

i am that girl

i am the kind of girl that smiles when he goes out of his way to see you in the hall.
i am the kind of girl that teaches herself to longboard just to impress.
i am the kind of girl that protects her friends.
i am the kind of girl that likes to be different and stand out.
i am the kind of girl that loves when her friends are around.
i am the kind of girl that would do anything for family.
i am the kind of girl that knows the importance of expression.
i am the kind of girl that doesnt always know what to believe.
i am the kind of girl that defends herself when she is under attack.
and i am the kind of girl that just wants to survive...

typical Tuesday.

what has been the favorite part of my week you ask? oh well let me fill you in. 
before i start the story let me lay the scene....
it is late fall and i had just gotten dropped off at school... before i enter the building i put my headphones in and play my Burberry playlist. i walk into the school and i see a group of girls to my right and they point to me and i make direct eye contact. so i slyly turn off my music (honestly who wouldnt because they are obviously about to say something about me) and i listen carefully to their conversation and it goes like this, "no one likes that girl.. she is an atheist." after hearing this i rapidly turn my music up really loud in fear of what i might hear them say next and continue on my way to my locker..

home.

someone take me home.. please?


WITH CONFIDENCE,
madeline louise