I am scared.

I am scared. 
I am not scared of death
I am not scared of being robbed
I am not scared of being taken 
I am not scared of what i have yet to find
and I am not scared to fall. 
but I am scared.
I am scared of myself. 
look in my eyes and through my heart and don't be afraid to see what I see.
open your eyes see what I see and feel what I feel. 
feel the pain on my wrists 
and the stinging of my eyes
and the tiredness of my soul. 
then think to yourself.. 
what are you scared of?

SINCERELY,
madeline louise